Still Flying in the Fast Lane

It's hard to believe that it's coming up on two years now since I built LainDark, my first proper computer - that passed quickly.

A 1st generation Ryzen system sporting a 1st generation Pascal nVidia graphics card, we're now well into the 3rd generation Ryzen and a few incremental products from nVidia, but it's good to know that my initial system design continues to perform well and handle all I want to throw at it. The design choices I made were twofold - a PC which would last me for a good while whilst also providing a good upgrade path, though I suspect I'll still be lauding basically the same beast in another two years. Surpassing my old PC (a Core 2 Duo.. yep THAT old) by a mile, I've been enjoying some modest gaming, DVD transcoding, along with artwork and video editing experiments thrown in for good measure. All water off a ducks back, in stark contrast to the performance of its predecessor, which made quite a meal of such tasks, frequently choking on them.

I haven't had the need to upgrade anything essential, save for a few tweaks as it fell out of its boxes on testing day.. the monitor stand, the speakers and the Corsair keyboard/mouse combo. The keyboard was to have been a K63 with basic red illumination - perfect to raise its profile in the dark yet not excessive enough for it to become an "RGB vomit" peripheral. The price difference between that and the keyboard I did end up with was significant, but a silver lining from the misfortune which consumed the high street electronics store Maplin was me landing the K65 (RGB vomit) model, owing to a lack of K63's in lieu of it's more expensive brother on display at only £10 more (as opposed to £60 RRP). Overall I'm glad I got it, even if it has been broadly set to that same red colour (by way of the iCUE/wallpaper engine setup in this case, which interestingly takes advantage of the RGB keys to physically mirror the wallpaper). The mouse only got replaced because I got heartily sick of a motion glitch, but the replacement is also a lot more comfortable to use. It made sense to go for a Corsair, in keeping with the ecosystem.

The speakers too had an upgrade, from an old 2.0 Creative set which I'd had for over twenty years and which still work to this day (albeit in the budget sphere of performance), I elected to explore my options, descended upon Currys/PC World (pretty much the only store of its kind left now) and took a peek at Logitech before (ironically) landing again upon Creative. They were however a more significant investment than my original pair, and you can hear it.

Software-wise, aside from the old usual suspects, I've thrown Affinity Photo and Designer at it.. no problems. It laughs in the face of DOOM and scoffs at the likes of Rocket League and Final Fantasy. So confident is it in its multi-core hyperthreaded-ness that it juggles Wallpaper Engine across two monitors in the palm of one hand whilst enjoying breathing space to rule the rest of the galaxy. Benchmark software - Cinebench, Heaven, Valley.. loves them! The old beast used to have a coronary just looking at them.

I may have done some future casting about upgrades in a blog here before now but somewhere on the horizon there will almost certainly be a change of CPU cooler - it's managed wonderfully with the stock unit (which is measurably superior to the stock Intel equivalent - well done AMD), but I think it would be nice to either squeeze a little more performance out of it or embrace efficiency and lower temps. I'm not overclocking the CPU (which is ironic almost to the point of insult since all the AMD CPU's are unlocked) but honestly I haven't felt the need to. Neither am I at this point too keen on getting giddy for water cooling. I love the aesthetic of AIO coolers, particularly NZXT, but much prefer the simple reliability and (let's be honest) absent mindedness of air cooling. I suspect I'll be looking at an external USB Bluray drive to compliment the DVD drive I already have. In my experience it still pays to have hard copies of your entertainment. Other than that the only thing I can imagine adding in the short term would perhaps be an SSD scratch disk? That might smooth out any video editing, or cover any such situations where data access at a faster rate than a mechanical HDD might be preferable. Beyond the internals and base peripherals however is the bigger goal which I had in the back of my mind as an end to the means  - VR. This system is almost certainly geared up to that task but which company path to take with that is the real question at this point and I'm not even sure I have the space for room scale, but Elite Dangerous is just calling out to me.. one day.

A lot of this is just playing really though.. It continues to be a wonderful, solid system.

Normal?

This evening I am not a happy bunny. This evening I face the prospect of returning to work with a head and heart full of anxiety and apprehension, on a magnitude I haven't felt since I was a kid returning to school.

It's no secret to anyone who follows my blogs, or who knows me, that there is no love lost between me and education. I can't honestly say that I even like the threads of my job any more. It used to be an acceptable pain to bear in exchange for a pay cheque, and before the job changed this time last year there was always the fact that there was a flesh and blood person to work with onsite. To say it has decayed still further in quality is an understatement and frankly I’m amazed that after sixteen years as part of an on site team I’ve managed to keep it together working alone in an office for the past year, the lion’s share of it with only remote support. For reasons which these days are quite beyond me I keep returning to notions of art from time to time, but often lacking the will or energy to actually engage in it. The best part of my art away from the day job has been the joy of productivity and achievement. Nothing so valid exists in the former - its problems are repetitive, often created by misuse, ignorance, third party fuck ups, or a combination. Art is a far cry from changing printer toners (most benign), diagnosing those third party fuckups (more annoying), or perpetually replacing keyboards and mice in abused IT rooms (the most heinous and repetitive crime). It's fair to say that I'm heartily sick of directing my efforts in such an environment.

I knew, even before I booked the time off, that taking the recent four week holiday was always going to be a double edged sword. This used to be the case ten years ago, when I worked term time only and had all the school holidays to myself. I tends to be the case that too much time away leaves me blissfully restored back to factory presets (to extend a professional parlance) which I think is why I’d been neglecting the idea of taking a break at all since Xmas.. an act of self harm I never imagined I’d ever contemplate. I had been looking forward to a happy break of self determination, but life had other plans and all was succinctly undone by two crises. One thing I had consoled myself with was a return in the final holiday week, construed on my part to help soften the blow, and to a degree it worked. What caused the next headache was the state of play regarding the new network, which I will not go into here but suffice to say it’s not as it was supposed to be, promises and otherwise. With the cumulative stresses of the “holiday”, combined with four days of trepidation and two and a half live days of actual chaos complete with staff and kids, I spontaneously folded in two and have been off sick for the past week. I’m supposed to be returning tomorrow (as I write this) on the grounds that my week’s worth of self certification will have expired. An extension would require a doctor’s certificate and that would be fine if I could actually get a spontaneous appointment. Alas such things no longer seem to exist and so with that circumstance it seems most prudent, if undesirable, to try returning. If I’m honest I really don’t know how well it will work out. In addition to the unknowable headaches there will also be the coming disruption in the form of my girlfriend's exacerbated treatment, which I only found out about ironically thanks to a meeting which I shouldn't have even been able to attend. This may well pose a bigger headache for the people I work with than I would wish for them, but I have hopes that they can accommodate our needs as they arise. From my perspective I'm not sure they have any more of a choice in the matter than either of us.

A Compassionate Pause

Recent events have once more put me in a place where the practice of mindfulness has very much become an ally, and I feel compelled to scribe a little piece about the value and importance of compassion. Let’s face it there's always a place and a time for this.

I’m reading a book which some of you may have heard of, called “The Book of Joy”. Maybe some of you will have read it, in which case (even though I’m only part way through it) good for you! If you haven’t (even though I’m only part way through it) I recommend it. It’s a meeting of minds between old friends the Dalai Lama and Desmond Tutu, together with author Douglas Abrams, the latter member also somewhat involved in the discussions. In fact it was a point which he himself raised between them which caught my mind. He mentioned almost casually a lab experiment involving eighteen month old children who were shown dolls facing one another versus others who were shown dolls facing away from one another. The former group were more cooperative than the latter, which arguably demonstrated that cooperation is a deep evolutionary drive which exists in our earliest development. In concert with the Dalai Lama’s assertion in other texts that our continued presence here today after so many millennia is likely due to a natural disposition for cooperation and compassion, rather than aggression and conflict, lead me to ponder our present social situations in a general sense.

On the same morning I was also engaged in conversation with a handful of friends over matters of immigration. It became evident once again that matters of practical mindfulness are as equally important to awareness of actual political facts if not more so, the latter of which can be fraught with objective corruption through to irresponsible reporting. In fact one of the people I was conversing with admitted that they didn’t really understand the political scene that easily, and who can blame them? It really is a quagmire of chaos, and I personally believe (as I stated in the chat) that we are in the midst of a fight of considerable magnitude when compared to the general impression given by the media, an information world war if you will - somewhat ironic when I think of us all living through the background fear of matters more nuclear. This is why I would implore people to embrace some responsibility and shrink the chaos we live with down to something manageable by meditating (in the sense of reasoned contemplation) upon those same natural, core instincts which the children mentioned above displayed.

Whilst I hesitate to broadly call the media out on “fake news”, a particularly reprehensible act when issued from those demonstrable sociopaths in our midst (no names mentioned), such problems whether inadvertently misinformed or purposefully fabricated are very real, and bring a destructive chaos to our efforts. What is undeniable however is the power of stepping back and looking deep into the heart of any matter with a sense of right minded compassion and empathy. Again, given my current circumstances I can assure you that these senses are currently quite tuned within myself and it was whilst I was engaged in this debate that the truth of such an approach became obvious. As I considered those children, free from complicated ego and social indoctrination, so too does this point to the validity of our own efforts as adults to undo those irksome habits in exchange for positive and clear mindsets. We all have a base sense of right from wrong which I would argue are influenced by real life experience even in the absence of parenting - the latter usually brings those lessons with a tempered kindness. By taking the time to allow ourselves some space when engaged in connection with others, tolerance to help us filter our knee-jerk emotions to feelings of confrontation, compassion rather than admonishment (for ourselves and others) when we fail to prevent our own vengeful reactions to verbal/actual conflict, we can take an active hand in creating better dialogue and actions. We can make clearer progress on a level where so many leaders, political and otherwise, bring little except shame in their “profitable” rhetoric. If so many of them cannot be trusted to demonstrate virtue then it really is up to us, as members of communities both virtual and tangible, to take the lead and smooth our own rhetoric into something worthy of the tools of communication at our disposal.

The Deepest Cuts

It seems that this four week holiday I have before me at the time of writing, the timing of it, is no coincidence. Mortality and suffering is at the heart of it and so I suppose my first responsibility to myself is to be compassionate, since all I can do is resign myself to the truth that it is not seemingly going to be the restful one I expected it to be when I booked it a couple of months ago.

Many of you reading will not be aware that I lost my half brother about three weeks ago under lamentable circumstances which I won't dwell upon here. My father is going into hospital for the day, a relatively minor operation on the morning of writing this, and in spite of recent CT scan results my girlfriend and I have what I believe to be around a 90% chance of facing the return of her cancer, which we have been in combat with since summer 2016. It seems that life is not being fair at the moment and I find myself working hard to remind myself that there is no fair or right and wrong in life without a mind lazy enough to qualify such platitudes. There is no point asking why or how this happens, only the will to see these things through. As you might imagine I am both succeeding and failing in this respect, a pretty normal state I think in life for us all. To have some parts of your life suddenly wrenched away and others taken a piece at a time is mind numbing to say the least. Yet it is remarkable to me that the strength to surf these events exists at all. Being a spectator to it all is a horribly humbling and guilt laden experience. There's no wonder that such things leave people, both spectator and participant feeling victimised and set up. This is perhaps the lesson for us all - to realise that if there is no fate or preordained unfolding, only the cause and effect of life, that there can be no stronger evidence that we should have compassion for one another at all times. Dwelling upon this may serve to make you aware or keep you mindful of the pain which we all experience on a daily basis by avoiding or denying our interconnectedness. Whether you choose to accept and embrace that pain as a means to justifying your personal effort to set aside anger in favour of understanding and compassion is a point of meditation I want to leave with you via this little insight.

It's often said that we know little of other people's battles. I personally cannot find anything to better express this notion than in the sharing of this moment in my life and I'm sure I'm not alone in such a scenario. My wish is not a generic platitude, but a very directed one. Love one another more - not because you never know what is around the corner.. many people pass that meme around. I want you to love and have compassion for one another because it is a choice. You have freedom of choice every day. The only freedom you do not have in life is freedom from the consequences of those choices, which is why I implore you to choose well. So many people rant at some form of fate instead of realising that the choice remains with you as a person to live intentionally, positively irrespective of the unknowable. Don't live well with compassion because you don't know what's coming, live well with compassion because the power rests with you and those around you to make things better in spite of the unknowable, by sheer force of will. This is what makes those who live in ivory towers so despicable and cowardly to me, yet I recognise that they too are not free from suffering, but seem to be in a losing fight to block it out with money and power, ignorant of their self harm as well as harm to others. We can all do better. My simple hope and calling to you out there is to choose what is right. You know what that is, under all the layers of bias, under all the rhetoric. Without compassion and empathy we are nothing. That is the gift inside life itself. Don't squander or deny it.

Games Without Frontiers

One of the most frustrating double-edged swords we have is that of borders - they protect and suffocate all at once. Societal issues which we face as a result will remain entrenched whilst the usual ritual ego of combative rather than cooperative nature is allowed to continue unabated (which can be traced back to our failure to account for the lack of proper ethics and hypocrisy with education, again), and I think it’s high time we looked at those lines in the sand with a lot of truth, en route to their dissolution – a path we should be embracing instead of resisting. Please don't say it's impossible. From our systems to our very selves, we can choose at any time to change our minds and circumstances if we really care to. 

I suspect that dropping borders and relegating notions of countries to matters of mere orientation would send shockwaves of horror through many political parties and corridors of power irrespective of creed were it seriously tabled. One might only imagine the smear throughout our current mainstream media outlets if such a thing were so brazenly proposed. However, as with the truth of emotive judgment so often pointing more to the mind of the attacker than their victim, the stark reality is that such reactions are likely more a telling sign of our manipulative habits and tantrums, the true problems we have earned through social neglect and abuse. It would mean a lot of work for which we are probably quite unprepared - a reordering of how we function, a change in practices of cooperation on multiple levels, what we actually choose to do, shifts in our habits of coexistence, all manner of strife which up to now has mostly been held at bay by obfuscating political presumptions of control. To my mind the burden of guilt in much of this rests upon those, who with the upper hand, choose to wield that political power with a sense of impunity, all the time faced down by the perennial anger and frustrations of those being abused, to say nothing of the compound effect of language difficulties and cultural misunderstandings - you'd think we'd make it easier on ourselves. This is why I tend to believe in a revolution in education principles and practices, and more pertinently our structures of social media as a broader means of exposing and defusing such tensions, even if the latter is caught up in those same selfish and manipulative motivations. Life will not be so pleasant as those threads are dealt with, and yet to ignore them will perpetuate our pain and anxiety. With proper right minded use we can communicate and learn about one another underneath all the noise, and I believe this is happening. We are beginning to see the truth of our shared root problems; fears for family and friends, stability, peace and matters of daily survival. It’s easy to say that these (and the latter in particular) are more of a third world problem - in the grand scheme of things theirs are more urgent, but remove first world privileges for more than a couple of days you'll realise that our problems are really more shared than admitted.

Social media is dizzyingly busy with news and events, which even if not clear in motivation can no longer be as easily hidden or skewed by the mainstream channels as before the advent of the internet. For every act which is an insult to right-mindedness there is someone in the middle of it ready to set the record straight. These little acts should not be taken for granted, nor their momentum squandered. We all have a common responsibility to be mindful against ego, which both in the benign and not so benign members of society is really our common enemy. This is why it's always been important to me to hold sympathy and compassion as much for those who are painted as the political enemy as those who are painted as political friend. In truth there is no such differentiation in context, only perspectives in mutual survival. I take this stance not because of that most insulting and unnecessary of concepts - political correctness (an ironically divisive myth, again concocted by manipulative ego), but because it's an ethical and calming position to take. Lashing out at someone already hurting serves neither side. We would be so much better served if we dropped pretence. To look at the polarising, oversimplified and outright misleading headlines shouted out by the mainstream media you'd think it were a bloody playground argument, rallying for people to take sides. It's lazy to attribute the failings or unfettered, blatant abuse of a single leader (or group of leaders) upon an entire nation. These seem to be the buttons the mainstream like to press, but it really doesn't hold much water if you have friends in those nations. These days I'd argue that the capacity to make and maintain friendships, and explore common ground comes very much into play when trying to decipher truth from exaggeration or lie. At the end of the day it's about building trust. If those with power are determined to try and play games then I say it's up to us all to usurp their efforts and find our own way. That may be the most peaceful beginning we can make - to embrace a way of acting which renders the troublemakers inert and irrelevant - until they come around to the realisation that they stand to gain more from cooperation than conflict.

Possibilities With Responsibility

So here’s an interesting poser.. It was only a morsel of clickbait, yet as with many they often act as a springboard to philosophical thoughts. Today’s was “Should there be a United States of Europe?”. I would say a very hesitant "possibly", but there's a lot to resolve before you get close to being either deserving or qualified.

There’s a meme which floats around the web (and within Buddhism as a truism) which speaks to the idea that a flower is best appreciated as it is, for what it is, and not picked. On an interpersonal level this implies the virtue of sharing in our relationships with a right-minded intent, allowing people in our lives the dignity to be who they are. If you are entering a loving relationship you should do so with the intention of sharing life with the person they really are rather than harbouring designs of change or control, irrespective of any perceived justification. So too I tend to think that such notions should equally inform us on best foot forwards when addressing geopolitical matters and a United States of Europe (or any other locale for that matter). Such an evolution could at present be considered as pointless as redecorating the house whilst it burns, simply because in the current climate something valuable is being distorted.

Looking from our own position in the UK and issues relating this idea with the Brexit movement in mind I have to say that I see a lot of cowardice, dishonour and manipulation from those pushing it, with little value in that which was actually spoken. The actual front presented has been more vocal about what it isn't rather than what it is. Brexit isn’t about taking the country back, except in the minds of the fools scrambling to protect their pots of gold by way of sickening alliances which I predict are yet to be properly forged, and a return to the bad old days of a good hard flogging for a poor day’s pay. I can only presume that those who voted for it suffered a wave of amnesia when marking that X. I suppose the only reason I bring up the whole sorry mess of Brexit at all is because it is relevant to the heart of the matter with the EU itself, which is still immature, and going through growing pains to find its proper direction. This is nevertheless something it will achieve better together than apart, and as we see the threads of Brexit unravel in a manner not dissimilar to those same threads dissolving around Donald Dumpf's presidency, it's relatively easy to see, free of emotion, bound by logic and an awareness of the characters involved, that pulling the UK out of the EU reflects not the actions of a fresh, brave ideology but rather that of an escapee marriage partner with ulterior motives.

So where does this leave the notion of a United States of Europe? This is where those Buddhist principles come into play again. One of the ways in which life manifests turmoil is when people are confronted with change. Fear of change is a fabulously repeatable ignition point for our species, driven as we are by our base emotions. When change happens to us it's often unintentional from our own perspective, unfolding as a random event, surprise and/or inflammation from consequences. As lamentable as it is people need to come to terms with the fact that you can plan for a thousand outcomes and that unforeseen event will probably still happen, hence the practical demonstration that there is no real control - only the next choice. Fans of Star Trek may recall Picard telling Data that in action it’s possible to commit no errors and still fail, the result simply being life. The trick is to mature and adapt your mind into accepting this unfairness, which we curse so much, as naturally as you might accept that water feels wet, and act accordingly in a right-minded fashion in spite of the emotions which arise. In this respect our education does us few favours, which is partly why the focus of my debates so often drift towards it. It’s the most helpful and potentially unifying tool we have, but it's also little surprise that in its current abused form it tends to enable rather than dilute divisions, which is why I tend to tear strips off it. Education should be much more concerned than it is with teaching children and adults alike to truly understand, and help themselves and one another. Whilst knowledge in the conventional sense is an important part of the overall process it's all for nothing if it becomes reduced to a productivity instruction book, which for the majority of scenarios is pretty much where we are. I would say that compassion, reasoning and confidence are more important, since without such capacity an informed or half-informed mind becomes as much a liability as a force for good. Assuming we wish to improve out lot with minimal culture shock (and I can only speak to ours) I would hazard a guess that one possible way forwards would be to encourage a shift in responsibility and influence - empower people via a devolution of power to smaller, more manageable, cooperative and interconnected communities, supported by the logistical services which the corporations have learned and built upon. Such monoliths need to evolve with a better sensibility and not be allowed to simply desecrate those same communities in a vain effort to have it all. Using the strengths of their know-how would simply be the best way for them to continue. That is a digression for another blog though and merely illustrative for the moment. This is about the EU, which was at least to my own limited understanding broadly about rebuilding the aftermath of WWII, with a goodwill which should be nurtured and not squandered. On the broader stage the EU would probably be best served by adopting an inquisitive and malleable mindset, and seeing the value in its self as a stepping stone to finding and amplifying commonalities and responses to issues arising, even well beyond its boundaries, for such concerns are global and not restricted to any one continent. Current political ideals and efforts help little since their base aspirations are extremely narrow and selfish, wrapped up in faux diplomacy which virtually all countries still employ to feed their own interests in as diplomatically expedient a way as possible. If we truly want to better ourselves we need to look more honestly and surgically at where band aids of equity (not equality) can be brought to bear - helping one another as required with a practical sharing in the things which we each have in abundance or need in times of scarcity. Such a virtuous approach and right-minded ambition would promote a foundation of cultural respect, something I would seek to defend for that is where a lot our most valuable and potent qualities as a species are to be found - strength in diversity of thinking, approach and experience. The world, much less the EU itself, can ill afford anything less these days.

Updating The Present

So this is something which I certainly didn't expect to be doing quite yet, though I confess I was on a build up to it.

My initial thoughts on this ranged from "why should I wish to do this?" to "why not?", though it was never going to be something I really wanted to spend a lot of money on. Of course "a lot" is very relative to computer peripherals but it's for certain that I fancied the idea of upgrading on the keyboard at some time, from the more menial rubber membrane type to something a little more, shall we say, professional. To that end I found myself perusing the mechanical keyboard pages of many a website, and had settled on two choices - the Corsair K63 and the Coolermaster Masterkeys Pro S White (Coolermaster always love tangling customers in long winded names..).

Now before anyone says "hang on.. that's not a K63", let me explain the accident I had with my cash card. It's through a sad and lamentable state of affairs that we see Maplin closing their doors, but it's been a well known fact to me that they are purveyors of Corsair hardware. I didn't hold out much hope for their stock levels or availability, but after a few efforts to find a K63 elsewhere I felt it was probably only right that I at least pay my final respects to our local store and see if it might be possible to bestow one final gesture, one last consumer salute to this bastion of high street electronics retail (yes I know they were overpriced, but to mention that is really just peeing on the tragedy isn't it?). Anyway I worked my way around the store and was saddened to see that the computer hardware section had been laid waste.. nothing. Not even shelves. Undeterred by over forty five years of stubbornness in the face of ridiculous odds I did find some keyboards - heartsinkingly they were only budget models, not dissimilar to the unit I was already using. All hope seemed gone until, just as I was about to leave the store, I glanced over to where the routers and hard drives used to be, to find a last batch of mid-range and higher end hardware. My elevated heart sank a little once more when the eye cast a rapid glance over the range and found no sign of a hoped for K63. What it did find however is this little beast as seen below - the K65 LUX.

I still wasn't convinced. The K63, with its "budget" spec of mono backlit cherry MX red keys and (very robust) plastic housing was already looking to tip the scales at a piece of useless change short of £70. This monster before me was an aluminium chassis filled with glorious but ostentatious full RGB cherry MX red keys, and sporting an RRP of £129 on both shelf and internet.

Except not today..

Today was one of those last gasp days for Maplin, and there it sat on the shelf at a noticeably less unreasonable £90. Could I stomach the idea of dropping an extra £20 on this behemoth?

in a word, for reasons of both momentum and potential buggering about, yes.

The construction and simplicity of this thing is wonderful. It has a reassuring weight to it, combined with a visual aesthetic both in body and typeface which is really quite apart from other designs out there. Out are the subtle Helvetica and Trebuchet style keyfaces, in exchange for a Norse warrior looking f**ker of a typeface regaling this splendid monstrosity with a thoroughly positive purpose behind every keystroke. When mind moves finger neither are left doubting your ability to damn well get that letter, number or symbol of choice.

Unpacking the innocuous cardboard innards reveals its glory, along with a detachable wrist rest (one presumes most are), a set of key caps (not really my thing, but nice all the same) and the conventionally useless manual/warranty card. You will notice that it's also fitted with not one but two USB plugs. It seems that if you are cursed with a PC with only USB 2.0 sockets then you will be needing two of these little gateways to get your keyboard up and running, since not only is there the keyboard itself to power in the traditional fashion, but also a matrix of RGB LED's and something of a computer within it to control all the various silly functions which they can perform. Fortunately my dearest little LAIN comes complete with mainly USB 3.1, so just the one plug for me thank you very much (the other left hanging rather unceremoniously).

So what is it like!???

Well here it is in-situ, in all its splendour. I have it set to a rather delicate shade of purple at present, and can at will change this and many other functions far too numerous to list here, via the Corsair CUE utility engine (pop on You Tube if you really want to go that far under the hood). I'm even giving it a good workout in this very blog!

I went for the "tenkeyless" design as it's referred to (no keypad) in order to promote a little space on the desktop. Not that I'm really lacking space but it does make for a more compact and satisfying arrangement for my tastes, particularly when I have the tenancy rights of this and a graphics tablet to balance when working artistically. Would I recommend a mechanical keyboard over a budget creature? Am I happy with it? Yes! Thus far I can say both I and my fingers are in a state of relative ecstasy. One of the more problematic aspects of buying a better keyboard is the matter of those Cherry MX keys, which come in a variety of shades - not LED wise, but grade wise. Black, blue, green, clear, red and brown, all various weights under the finger, with and without click action. It's quite a bewildering array of options for something as simple as text input and PC control. I haven't really played with the full available array, which on first thought might seem like a silly thing to have not done when laying out this many beer tokens on such a peripheral, but I can say that I have experienced this and many other keyboards over the years. Between this catalogue of experiences and the many videos and reviews poured over beforehand I was pretty confident that I knew what I was getting myself into.

Sorry Coolermaster.

Whatever might be next for this lovely little (ahem.. expensive) hobby I've found?